Haven't been blogging much. This place is like dead. No one reads it anyway. Life's been alright. Tests and tests and tests. Sighs. What a life. Nothing too special happened. My theory exam is coming up in like 2weeks. Bloody hell, its my last grade. Please let me pass! Please please please! The term is coming to a close in well, 3weeks. This year sure passed hell quickly. Its already the end of February. Seriously, I've got to start being more hardworking. Like really.
Had career day today. VJC, TJC, MJC and other polys came down to help us find out more about life in the different tertiary education schools. Many were inspired to get into jc after VJC's talk. Seriously, its the one school I really want to get into!! Got to work damn hard. Looked at Universities in Australia that offer Law courses that are recognised in Singapore too. Law law law law law. I want to do a double degree. Sighs.
Feeling so down right now. Just told my boy about me wanting to pursue a law degree in Australia. He could tell I'm quite determined to. And I could tell that he doesn't want me to. He isn't the kind of guy who is willing to give up well his life here in Singapore to go pursue something great out of the country, and I would never force him to. But I'm different. I'm more than willing to. I know he will support me. He knows he can't stop me either. But its just hurting me so much to see him feeling so down. I've never ever thought of leaving him. I' can't imagine my life without him. We said, we're lucky to be able to talk to one another every night, just able to hear one another's voice, we're lucky just like that. Unlike some couples who ain't able to do so like us. I know you're afraid that we'll become like them when I fly overseas. Baby, maybe its because we haven't reached the stage whereby we're ok with being apart from one another, cause we know that the other will return to our sides.
I really want you to know, that you. Yes you. Rhine Tan. You will never ever be replaced in my heart cause no one ever will or even can. I want you to know that I cannot imagine life without you. I cannot imagine living my life knowing that you're not by my side anymore, supporting me through the ups and downs in life. You've watched me go through my worsts times, you've helped me stand up again on my own two feet. You've taught me how to love again. You've allowed me to allow myself to fall in love again with the kind of love you shower me with, the kind of words you say to me, the kind of gifts you put in so much effort into to create it just to see that smile on my face. I love the little childish squabbles that we have, where we always end up in each others arms. Boy, even if I really do go overseas to study, please know that as long as you're here, I WILL come back. I WILL return but to Singapore. Cause though the life here may be so stressful, YOU are something worth for me to come back for. You are someone I really cannot live without.
I hope you'll feel better. Cause its killing me to see the though haunting you.
I wished I could have erased those words, I wished I could take them back. But I know I can't.

Baby, I love you. I really really really do.

Its chinese new year! And my first post of February on my blackberry for the first time. Feb has been alright. Been sick for the whole of last week, only attended school for 3days out of 5. It sucks to be sick trust me, you miss out on so much and it is tough but yet important to catch up on whatever you've missed in this important year.
Been amazing with the class. Celebrated my birthday with a big purple board. Surprise birthday song from cchmsgz. Great birthday.
Class steamboat on 31jan at Kevin's place. Amazingly fun! Steamboat, jumped into the pool, ran from security guard. Those memories will never ever be forgotten. Love you 4LY! :)
Its cny already! First day was ok, as usual. My place, grandma's, kaima's, dayi and kelvin korkor's place. One round of gambling only from yesterday. Lost most of the time. How sad. Stayed home the whole day. Dad's friends came over awhile ago. Julia, gladys, iris and co. Managed to catch up although we haven't seen one another for 2years. Played cheat, daidi, spin the bottle and truth or dare. It was fun! :) better than yesterday I guess.
Met up with my boy on cny eve. Haven't seen him for 3days. Then won't be seeing him for another 4days. That is damn freaking long!
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Haven't blogged in like ages. Wonder whats the use of re-opening my blogger account. :/

Anyway, life's been ok. School has been ok I guess. Nothing much. No new happenings. New teachers yup, but their ok. Loving the class as usual. Its our last year together. Gonna treasure whatever time I have left with this bunch of crazy people.

Didn't go to school today, down with a fever and sore throat. Woke up at 2am with a temperature of 38.5degrees. Ate some medicine, couldn't go back to sleep due to this crazily irritating headache. Woke up at 6 again, temperature of 36.5degrees. 37.1degrees at 10am. Baby's surprise visit to my place. Fed me breakfast, went to the doctors with me, fed me medicine. Best boyfriend ever. Watched tom and jerry before he left for cny shopping. Napped for 2hours woke up. 35.9degrees. Just hope my temperature doesn't go up. Hate having a fever. Sucks so much. Feel a sense of weakness in every muscle and bone in my body. Sighs.

Oh! Bought a new phone. Blackberry 9780. Gorgeous. So loving it. <3 Every phone following this one shall be a blackberry. Wheee~! :)
Birthday celebrations this month. Turning 16 in 3days! :) Had a mermaid cake for January babies celebration in class. Our class is crazy like seriously. 


Cake fight. Being late for physics. :) love the class!

Schools been ok so far, besides the fact that we were forced to sign up for some bloody workshop which is totally so not interesting or motivating. Seriously, to think we still paid $70 for it -.- dread going to school on Monday and Tuesday. Sighs. Hopefully we will be able to end early on tuesday so my boy and I could at least have more time together. 2nd monthsary this Tuesday! :)
Remember telling him last night: "2months, 6months. Usually by this time, I'll be preparing for a breakup or already have broken up. But now, it feels like we just started." :) can't help but smile so widely thinking about that. Talked on the phone for 3hrs with my baby last night. Feels so good. Just talking and talking. Seemed like there'd be no end to it. Finally fell asleep at 2+.
Had flag day yesterday. Reached school, had admin stuff done then went out. Went to selegie beancurd with class! Partnered with lishan. Dhoby gaut > Clarke Quay > bras basah > starbucks > school. Had tuition after and came home. I love the night. Always makes a shitty day seem awesome.
There's that bloody workshop again tomorrow -.- OH AND RELEASE OF O LEVEL RESULTS. fucking hell, I'm so damn nervous/anxious/worried/scared. For me and my boy! Please please please let him score well! 8points at least. Perfect score if possible! *cross fingers* AND PLEASE LET ME SCORE A1!!! I really need this a1!!! Bus-ing home with ivy and Ben tomorrow! Like finally! Haven't seen them in a long time!

First day of school of my last year in cch. Today was ok. No lessons, principal talk was boring as ever. Interaction for 3 hours, samson lam didn't come for the last period. Ended school. Busy catching up the the girls today!
Met my baby after school. Went to tampanies for lunch. Kfc!!! After so long :) yay! Went century square for rilakkuma hunt! Bought a box to keep stuffs from my boy. Went tamp to get school stuff! Bus-ed back, napped on b otw home. <3 love sleeping on him, makes me feel so blessed. Went home, watched autumns concerto, bathed and started my tuition with baby on binomial theorem. Wheeee~! I love my boyfriend. My tutor some more. Too good to be true le bah. Seriously in love with him. Gosh. <3
First day of school started studying on my own, I feel proud of myself! Yay! Shall let this motivation carry on!

It was couple tee day for baby and I today! :)
Wore the shirt I bought from haji lane that looks almost exactly the same as his prom shirt.
Met him at 1030 to fetch my sister for piano, went to slack at the hdb blocks. Fetched sis home.
Cabbed to Marina square to buy tickets for The Tourist at 1400. Went to suntec city. Wanted to go NUSS for lunch, decided not to due to damn dress code there. No shorts. Went to astons to eat instead. It was indeed so much cheaper! NUSS some other time bah! Rushed to Marina as we were late for movie, bought drink, went in. Decided to go there for movie to make everything happen again. The first day he held my hand, the first day he told me he liked me a lot. :) Us and our weird ideas. Wheee! Went to suntec, wanted to look for converse. Couldn't find it. Went tamp converse to get school shoes! Mrt-ed home.
School's starting tomorrow. Sighs. Thank god for only having 1lesson tomorrow. Boring principal talk in the morning. My last year in cch, make it memorable please. Meeting my boy and his friends after school tomorrow before heading back. No more texting during lessons. Must be good girl. Come back to study binomial theorem tomorrow! O levels in 10months time ohemeffgeeeeeeee!
And none of my apps work for uploading pics here. Damn it. Serious consideration about moving to wordpress/tumblr.
Bye for now.

Alright, time for night calls with my boy! Wheeee~!